怎么办！ch essay due next week. and just confirmed need to do research cos the prof just replied an email regarding citations. thats means must find books to cite! i thought it was a 读后感。wahhh...only can say this is so 神经病.

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ok didnt zonk out. just changed the blog layout again using the template from blogger. boring but clean and simple. i like. haha i am still insistent on blogger cos its such a chore to switch.anw, i always feel like i am talking to people while i am typing down here. dunnoe if people reads but its a good habit to write down stuff and reminicise it later in life or maybe scoff at them. like 'huh i wrote smt stupid like this!' haha although at this stage my space is getting less updated frequently.

mid terms finally done with, ended with soci.and i have absolutely no idea how i am gg to complete 10 topics for the soci finals, learning is interesting but studying it is another matter.

anw, the below post was smt to do with my less than satifactory uni life.i guess i am disillusioned with the prospects of the ultimate uni life we had heard of last time. but i think the main reason is just me.
hahs.kk i am gg to zonk out.

i feel stuck in a rut.unsatisfied....what am i doing to my life?!

Recess wk just flew past. i got an extra day tmr(mon) due to no econs lecture and tutorial, cos we are having econs mid terms this fri! i feel so unaccomplished.Not started on my 3500 words chinese essay and studied only minimally. sociology is so untouched.nation building, read abit bout SAF.history was spent on the essay, took up like 1 morning of research, 2 nights ( until 3 am??!) and 1 full day of writing. it sucked up my time as said earlier. I still need to print it and make last min edits. please make it worthwhile..

anyway, i feel so unbothered by mid terms (as compared to the tests/exams i had before) looking at the pathetic progress of my mugging and the fact that its not right after the "break". but as always,i need the pressure to do well. i need it to push me. so now i am 'stressing' about feeling un-stress for midterms. make sense? another thing to be stressed: it goes into caps.

i've joined the greatest online distraction aka facebook 1 week ago (not very fast i know). but i have no time to set up stuff,so its terribly boring. actually i am a little hesistant. i never had friendster cos i dont believe in having like 213794794 over 'friends' when i only have like less than 10 close friends? but facebook seems fun..heh. and its bad cos now i will spend more than 4hrs of useless time on the internet.