i have relived my childhood days ! We were taken outside school to "run" instead of doing rounds , which is good! My reasons: 1stly, running on the track is rather stressful by seeing so many ppl (esp guys) practically sprinting + my classmates are a bunch of sporty ppl. 2ndly, it takes a toll on your mental willpower, can u imagine the feeling of " i have 9 more rounds to go" aft running the 1st round, outside school, u have no idea what distance had been covered =), so just continue at at constant pace ..3rdly, the track has a pungent smell (due to the rubber?) which smells worse under the burning sun. 4thly, jogging outside school with classmates is more cosy! Hmm...so what did we do for P.E ?
After jogging for "sometime", we came to a playground and played(duh)!! the pretty playground was like surrounded by many tall trees, there's a mini field at the side, and when the wind blows, the yellow leaves will come floating down, ah..so nice. i, fen, tinghui,keesok, mingli meddle around with the see-saw and the guys hung around the slides, some went to try out the monkeybars..And the whole class played ' Freeze n Melt'!!! haha all of became little kids, chasing one another about, running around the whole place. Very fun,haven't like done this for years. As a kid, i am qte sure i didn't have a deprived childhood. deprived here meaning, nt playing catch, playing with dolls (ugh), running, screaming, blah. rmb tht i always play 'freeze and melt' and many other stuff like 'duck duck goose' with my cousins at po po hse . Those were the days tht i wished to stay at po po house forever haha, i had that black face when i m forced to go home by my parents. Now, its like a different story . all of us have grown up and of cos' show no interest in these games. i am now like asking my parents to go home early from popo house cos i need to do work???! everything has changed. back to PE, we ran back to sch , yeah and is equivalent to 4km..i am lying through my teeth. haha..promise with ms tammie.

Ok so results might most probably be on monday instead. the 6.30 news didn't announce anything about receving of 'O's on fri and they usually make it known 2 days before. i have this sicko mentality, i wld prefer to recieve it on fri !! not that i am enthusiastic about it..
Reasons being:
1) receive on fri, wkends are for celebrating/moaning ( sigh..)
2) receive on mon, and still go sch the nxt day in a depressed mood?! ( hope not..)
3) fri has a long timetable, longest in fact, of cos miss lessons on fri than on mon!
4) i don't want an agonizing, miserable weekend thinking about 'o's

I am at a confused state right now. besides fretting over results, there's still the whether to change combi thing.my papa wants me to take chinese and at the same time econs too..Like what the !! How to, unless i take 6 subj?! mayb i should just heck care him and stick to my combi, but i have a feeling that econs will be very very tough, i'm already starting not to understand concepts.. elasticity, damn. ...im scared..scared. my mood has been irritable ( worse than before) this few days.

i want a rabbit. i want a rabbit. juz saw the tv and there were many rabbits. i *hint hint* to papa that they were cute and he juz said "You can't even wake up by urself". Like real , i do ! and that's the end of the rabbit thing. dunnoe why sometimes adults just dismiss young ppl immediately without thought , firmly believing that we cant do things that they think we cant. keeping rabbits is a form of experince and a way to learn resposibility k..but come to think of it i am not sure if i am the person with the 3 fen1 zhong1 re4 du4, scared i will neglect the poor rabbit in the end..