i know i know...how all of us wish we could go back to the ny days. yah, but no we cant..i mean how can la, tell me.
i thot abt it, how mornings in ny are so so different. i miss dragging my shoes to the classroom where later songxuan will complain tht i very noisy. i miss pahing down on my table in the front row. i miss hearing liying entering the classroom soon and pahing dwn on the table nxt to mine. i miss seeing xx walking like a dead zombie into the room and immediately pahing dwn on the table. i miss banging on the table to wake xx up. i miss wenyen switching off the lights and chasing us down. i miss rushing down the stairs to the quadrangle for morning assembly. i miss standing behind marilyn( 179cm) who blocks my view. i miss sooky swaying behind me. i miss us stoning during reading period. erm and shld i say i miss ms lee's croaky voice? all these in the morning.

been blog surfing arnd, its like many aren't liking their college culture . argh...when i hear their stories i wld go " huh? really" or " tht bad? ", e.g yx stories, poor her got chase away cos she sat on the so called " ruggers" table in the canteen. like wad??!maybe i am still living in the happy and innocent side of nj or maybe i just havent known any ppl who are evil or experience anything extremely bad. haha.or maybe as i said before i am just not involved- detached, hmm

n ly seems very stressed out in hci and i dunnoe how to help her. i tell her " soemtimes its best not to compare", but heck i cant even do tht in her situation. its difficult, very in fact. like how not to when u r in a class with more than half having 10/9 A1s? yikes...scary. i suggested tht she cld transfer to nj, hmm... which is a rather useless + not feasible suggestion. hiax.