u probably ask why i am blogging like 2 times ea day, plus its just mins apart. hmm i just feel like, need to make myself feel better.

was talking with von abt studying aft the 1st period. and during the pre-promos period we kept questioning the reason why are we gg through all these? future? career? to have face? till now i dont even know, i dont even have a target in mind. talking abt being aimless. thn we talked abt our parents' time where everyone was more relaxed and like how our parents comforted us, tht its ok if u dont do well and all tht. and thn abt having a niche, i need one but i dunnoe where and what is it. although we discuss alot abt the rationale behind studying, most of the time it will hit us agn that its useless cos thts reality. and we would shove those thoughts awa