there's 16 hours more to go till the results! sheesh sounds like s'pore idol or something.
i am rather calm, cool, collected now. haha shall see tmr..at the ny hall i willl prob be a bundle of nerves man. for the last 4 yrs, i rmb witnessing the sec 4s receiving their results, hugging, crying, etc. everytime the screen flashes a list of names( top scorers of the sch), screams will be heard. cant believe tmr will be our turn to enter tht hall!

All the best to ny 04 Sec 4 batch, especially 407. Best wishes to all nj peeps, especially to 05S27. Good luck to my dear friends of 6 years, xiaoxuan, mandy, yuxin, fangying, serene..

by the time u guys see this will b prob tmr nite. =)

i'm still deciding whether to go school on mon. yah i noe some people dun even need to attend sch on mon or the whole week.

neway, i wanna go so i can wish dear 05s27 ppl the best of luck and to distract me too. Haha, but i think like only a few are going in the end (fen, yvonne,bali, tinghui, cherie) ? yah, on the other hand, bio tutorial on mon is the main factor why i don't feel like going. shall see tmr den.

had a supposedly "class" outing today. big boss, mini boss, derrick,joanne, kaisiang, tinghui, navin, bali, loreen (left later), me went. so the turn out rate was like 10, haha half the class le, not bad at all. Planned to watch a movie but since most were sold out, had to settle on "Million dollar baby". Only 8 could watch, hehe but a blur person( i really dunnoe who) bought 9 tix! all of us were wondering where our change has gone to cos most paid 10 bucks, only realized after counting the tix and ppl watching. so funny =) .. so poor navin was forced to watch with us and had to ask his mum, his parents seem very strict. another burst out laughing incident: kaisiang really scared deb out of her wits by silently crepting beside her ( we were at diff tables), joanne distracted her on the other side and when she turned around and saw kaisiang staring right at her face she let out a really loud scream! haha
the movie was so sad and sometimes booooorrinnggg.the title does not fit the show at all. thought it was a comedy at 1st, turned out to be about a girl who wants to learn boxing from a particular trainer. the whole issue abt euthanasia in the end...the trainer "killed" the girl. the 9 of us picked our seats randomly so as to mix n not stay with our own cliques. the ticket i picked was btw joanne n kaisiang. haha, kaisiang like wanted to sit nxt to joanne so i generously swop tix with him. and i landed up btw kaisiang and derrick. joanne told me i prob need to translate the show to derrick..but no lo. i think he understands the movie much more than me, everyone was like laughing and i was like 'huh', the slang was too much for me and either they are too witty or i am stupid. the best part was they had no subtitles! haha makes me rmb abt the time tht we went yx hse to watch "love actually" and i didn't understand half the show cos they had no subtitles too and i cldn't catch their heavy british accent. oh no i miss ( sounds so mushy) them alot....but we will soon watch howl's moving castle together !
i like 05s27 ! makes me feel sad when i think tht we might nt be staying as a class soon cos many are changing their combi (besides the changing sch part...). though like we have form cliques le which is qte inevitable, but the class as a whole is fun. i really hope that everyone gets to stay in nj and be happy .

ah ah ah...im so gek!!
AJC J1s has no sch at all nxt week. Rj J1s has 3 days hol! n us ?.......we only have 1 pathetic day off. somemore its on a tuesday, the shortest timetable of the week! i need more days to get over the the whole results thing man...ok fine i shldn't be complaining.
something embarrassing happened to me .but i wont harp on it, haha hopefully hopefully no one saw (dun think so...).
thank u fen! for accompanying me and tolerating me 2day cos i keep asking u the same qn.. so paiseh. very paiseh..



i missed being in an all girls' sch!!

i have relived my childhood days ! We were taken outside school to "run" instead of doing rounds , which is good! My reasons: 1stly, running on the track is rather stressful by seeing so many ppl (esp guys) practically sprinting + my classmates are a bunch of sporty ppl. 2ndly, it takes a toll on your mental willpower, can u imagine the feeling of " i have 9 more rounds to go" aft running the 1st round, outside school, u have no idea what distance had been covered =), so just continue at at constant pace ..3rdly, the track has a pungent smell (due to the rubber?) which smells worse under the burning sun. 4thly, jogging outside school with classmates is more cosy! Hmm...so what did we do for P.E ?
After jogging for "sometime", we came to a playground and played(duh)!! the pretty playground was like surrounded by many tall trees, there's a mini field at the side, and when the wind blows, the yellow leaves will come floating down, ah..so nice. i, fen, tinghui,keesok, mingli meddle around with the see-saw and the guys hung around the slides, some went to try out the monkeybars..And the whole class played ' Freeze n Melt'!!! haha all of became little kids, chasing one another about, running around the whole place. Very fun,haven't like done this for years. As a kid, i am qte sure i didn't have a deprived childhood. deprived here meaning, nt playing catch, playing with dolls (ugh), running, screaming, blah. rmb tht i always play 'freeze and melt' and many other stuff like 'duck duck goose' with my cousins at po po hse . Those were the days tht i wished to stay at po po house forever haha, i had that black face when i m forced to go home by my parents. Now, its like a different story . all of us have grown up and of cos' show no interest in these games. i am now like asking my parents to go home early from popo house cos i need to do work???! everything has changed. back to PE, we ran back to sch , yeah and is equivalent to 4km..i am lying through my teeth. haha..promise with ms tammie.

Ok so results might most probably be on monday instead. the 6.30 news didn't announce anything about receving of 'O's on fri and they usually make it known 2 days before. i have this sicko mentality, i wld prefer to recieve it on fri !! not that i am enthusiastic about it..
Reasons being:
1) receive on fri, wkends are for celebrating/moaning ( sigh..)
2) receive on mon, and still go sch the nxt day in a depressed mood?! ( hope not..)
3) fri has a long timetable, longest in fact, of cos miss lessons on fri than on mon!
4) i don't want an agonizing, miserable weekend thinking about 'o's

I am at a confused state right now. besides fretting over results, there's still the whether to change combi thing.my papa wants me to take chinese and at the same time econs too..Like what the !! How to, unless i take 6 subj?! mayb i should just heck care him and stick to my combi, but i have a feeling that econs will be very very tough, i'm already starting not to understand concepts.. elasticity, damn. ...im scared..scared. my mood has been irritable ( worse than before) this few days.

i want a rabbit. i want a rabbit. juz saw the tv and there were many rabbits. i *hint hint* to papa that they were cute and he juz said "You can't even wake up by urself". Like real , i do ! and that's the end of the rabbit thing. dunnoe why sometimes adults just dismiss young ppl immediately without thought , firmly believing that we cant do things that they think we cant. keeping rabbits is a form of experince and a way to learn resposibility k..but come to think of it i am not sure if i am the person with the 3 fen1 zhong1 re4 du4, scared i will neglect the poor rabbit in the end..

d.w phobia!!! in GP class today, mr d.w walked in and then suddenly out of the classroom agn. All of us in class were like 'huh', we werent sure of what to do (remembering the trouble we gt into last fri). when he walked in the 2nd time, one brave soul, loreen, called out :hi sir! Thts when he saed who's that person and kinda praised her for being the only one and started shouting, which meant something to the effect of : we did not acknowledge him...do you want the same thing to happen...our behaviour..So we tried it all over agn with him coming into class and we saying 'hi sir'. Haha before he came, all of us were like scampering for the back seats (no one wants to sit right in front of him!)In the end, yusiang and sherli were racing for the last back seat, and yeah sherli got it. Was a funny sight to see all of us like tht. Guess the class holds respect for mr d.w but at at distance though (the cheng yu jing4 er2 yuan2 zhi1, =)). but, his temperament really fluctutates like a roller-coaster, cos for the rest of the 2hr lesson he is fine, we tried being enthusiastic too. There was one time he suan1 us abt the apology letter along with the cleaning of the whiteboard, yah but shall not comment on that.

the chem test was like....a confirm F . haha, ya ...what matters now is whether my fail will be a nice one which i seriously doubt so, cos i practically tikam throughout the test. SiGH...

went orchard with fen, mingli,keesok and ling hui! Yupz, walk arnd and talk. Me and fen wanted to buy good luck rings for everyone in class but cldn't find suitable and affordable ones. so in the end four of us (fen, mingli, keesok, me) settled for a plain silver ring.. Harhz there's free engraving for 5 letters. So guess what we decided on? "LUCK" haha, qte original la..basically for good luck for this coming fri !!

MOE letter (received on 19th Feb 05) :
"...You will be getting your O-level results soon..."
Huh, but what does "soon" means? Before the letter came, most of us predicted that the BIG day would be on fri, 25th.. Receiving the letter just makes it real...Now,I shall have to wait for reality to set in.

newborn pups

weekends are here!

i am going to melt.....the weather is so humid and hot this few weeks. heard frm the news tht it had been 3 weeks since it last rained. yesh.bt yesterday and today it poured! though the sky was still like sunny when it rained, think xx once said tht if u are under this type of rain, u will fall sick? haha and mandy had a diff version abt monkeys getting married on that particular day of rain. hehe am i right??? Arghz haven seen them for sometime manz ( erm like 1 wk +, haha)...really like chatting with them. talk abt lame stuff, music, mandy's exciting updates in sch, me and yx comparing pe lessons. these are the ppl who will play along with me when i sae something lame and we know what ea other is thinking without even saying a word. cos all of us know one another so well!!! hiax...dunnoe whether i can make such close friends in jc?
this week, that wicked rumour abt the moe letter has spread to nj. the person who started it, is : EVIL. caused so much mental stress to ppl. Did they even consider how ppl would feel, esp during this nerve wrecking 2 weeks? bt really, a rumour is bascially what it means: a rumour (don't believe it larh)... now tht the truth is out (thank u mandy & fran!)... cheer up ppl!
kk, we really pissed mr don off 2day, due to us nt doing our work. He must be really disappointed. Something like what he said, we had created history cos (4got to add previously) he just stormed out of the classroom. keesok and some others tried calling him back but failed to..Hopefully, the apology letter with all our signatures and numerous "sorrys" will salvage the situation. have a bad feeling that Gp class nxt wk will be very awkward ...

This is such a purple, flowery blog. Feels kinda weird becos it is like so girly but i have no intention to change it anyways ( took me a long time!) =) deborah aka mini boss mentioned tht people who like purple are usually not right in the mind. haha, so i am like one of them????? oh no!but but purple symbolises royalty... Arh nevermind, i still like purple.
We had such an EXCITING PE lesson today. The original conditioning plan for us was to run 2 rounds arnd the track, then 3 sets of 20 pushups and situps. Then another 3 rounds within a time limit followed by 3 sets of 6 inclined pullups (girls). Isn't it very very exciting??? Waha but nice nice ms tammie let us off by reducing the rounds aft seeing us so pin1 ming4. In the end we ran like 4 rounds...bt the last two within the time limit was the killer one. Girls had to run the 2 rounds in 4min20s or we had to run another rnd! sounds qte easy...bt i was tired by then, and the smell of the red track didn't help much. still, completed all those tasks and really felt a sense of satisfaction despite aching legs and trembling hands.Maybe these are like routine to some ppl, but to lazy me it is an achievement! so for the whole day felt qte energized after all the exercise, didnt feel sleepy or yawny, hah. Probably tht 1 hr of exercise+ previous pe lessons is equivilent to those done in my 4yrs in ny. Ok, sounds exaggerated. ny pe is mostly games and playing sports, thx to the newly established pe modular course. Learnt stuff like tennis, dance,soccer, though i dun rmb much abt them.
Maybe,maybe soon i will get to like nj pe..haha now i am motivated to jog( 1st time in 16 years!).
Pe aside, today was rather slack . mr don( gp teacher) damn funny !!! =)

Happy Valentine's Day

Rose
after many attempts i finally post the pic up! To all couples in the world, Happy V'dae! Not forgetting all the friends and singles,have fun today too..though ish like only 1hr+ to midnight.