i feel this sense of at loss once agn. belong or not belong? rahhhrr

anw..yay fen is my roomie for china trip!! haha fen prepare to suffer with me, endure my smelly clothes, my erh snores?! heheh..now i am excited abt the trip agn. haiya but i wish our train bunk had von and fiona too.

hehe...funny? found it in my com while browsing Picasa

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hmm..sch's finally over, yet the last day din't feels like one. oh, suppose to have a presentation to Minister Dr Vivian Balakrishnan but minister didnt come! sharon ( club pres) was very disappointed and so was I. sigh, he was sick and of all days. i even went to remember his title..i always knew it was minister of community and youth something. but now i know it's : Minister of Community Development, Youth and Sports and Second Minister of Trade and Industry. plus he is the youngest minister on the cabinet.tadah..

ok, this seems a lil overdue.. i manage to be promoted with 4 subjs. got an ACEO . i actually didnt hit the criteria for promotion with 4 subjs and i dont know if i have the capability to take 4 subs ( my chem was an O8). just gotta see what happens nxt year =) .

These past few days had been busy with op too just like everyone else is, but still there were qte alot of free time and i was constantly smsing yx if she was free (on different days) but she kept saying she has something on, so i felt like some pestering irriating idiot.ok, if u guys or anyone else free nxt wk tell me ! yupps but anw i had fun with yuks, ks and siewhan on fri.oh and class bbq today was ok too, almost full attendance =)

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some people are crazy. haha stop being abnormal pls.

talking abt being crazy,today has been a crazy day. the most. i didnt see it coming at all when i went to school thinking i cld finally get rid of wr. i have never hated pw tht much before today. really. didnt feel a sense of satisfaction aft handing in WR cos it was done in such a rush ( we didnt do last min work , just that we realized the spacing must be DOUBLE spacing aft we have binded it n everything). yuppp me n joy pon lessons, rushed to my hse, but not before being totally drenched in the rain. and aft tht all the calls and msges frm classmates to print stuff cos most didnt have the double too. i will hate double spacing forever!!! haha and my printer conk out le but i did get a huge stack of rough paper tho. yay must save the trees.

we didnt dare to return to bio class aft we got back so waited outside the class, so funny rite. heh but apologize to our teacher once the lesson ended cos it was meant to be a make-up. but she was nice abt it, aiyah shes always nice.

we got back bio papers dur civics. its our last civics lesson, but there wasnt civics as usual!!! kinda disappointed her and needed to see her, yah de-prove qte alot frm common test. but she was nice abt it agn, didnt like scold me or anything, so its ok. she ask me if theres a reason, but i really dont know why. i got study!!!! yes!!! just tht...wasnt in the right mood to do the paper. hai hao CT can at least pull me up..

pooff. wish me luck tmr ;)

hey! look at the SOP of bargaining in shanghai thought out by kenny sia:


(1) You spot the item you fancy, and you ask the vendor for the price.
(2) The vendor quote you a price, usually a figure ridiculously expensive for a counterfeit product.
(3) You mentally divide the price he gave you by 6, and suggest that price to him.
(4) He'll then proceed to give you this face like you insulted his grandmother's cooking. Smile as you admire his distorted facial expression.
(5) The vendor will give you 20% off his original price. This is your cue to reject him and tell him the final price you're willing to pay.
(6) Once again he'll kao peh kao bu and give you a lesson on cost price, selling price and the mechanics of retail. At this point, you walk away telling him you no longer want the product.
(7) Quietly count to ten and chances are, he'll chase you down giving you the product you want at the price you suggested at (5).

Guess it will be pretty useful since i'll be gg china soon. heh :)

u probably ask why i am blogging like 2 times ea day, plus its just mins apart. hmm i just feel like, need to make myself feel better.

was talking with von abt studying aft the 1st period. and during the pre-promos period we kept questioning the reason why are we gg through all these? future? career? to have face? till now i dont even know, i dont even have a target in mind. talking abt being aimless. thn we talked abt our parents' time where everyone was more relaxed and like how our parents comforted us, tht its ok if u dont do well and all tht. and thn abt having a niche, i need one but i dunnoe where and what is it. although we discuss alot abt the rationale behind studying, most of the time it will hit us agn that its useless cos thts reality. and we would shove those thoughts awa

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argh..this really suck, starting off bad really really does. and what ..its only the mcqs. its real torture when they went thru the ans with us one aft another without us knowing what we get or even having our own qn paper. i definitely not want to look at it right now. yup, but its only the beginning.

my mood dipped down twice today. once early in the morn 1st period and thn dur the last period. i got over it fast enough or more like putting it aside, but comes night and it goes down low agn aft hearing what my sis said. sad, really sad.

perhaps its the sch environment cos im like so much more affected by all these than in sec sch. rahr......and feels qte unjustified at times.

i can only say promos over and i can't do anything abt it. but this make it even worse. just feel like flashing the MYUK wallet tht says " I'm Like So Dead Can" to everyone especially the teachers. sigh...

i just realize i dunnoe how to upload photos into the com through usb cable, cos i dont have one or more like dunnoe where it is. i've been doing it thru the printer ( inserting memory stick thing). but now the printer's a lil cranky. oh well, just wanted to post a pic of the lotus i took in my garden. its very pretty :). n they usually wilt off aft i take pics of thm. they have a very short lifespan. n all the petals will fall off n float on the water beneath it..shall take tht the nxt time.

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feels like i've gotta do something but i dunnoe what is it? so i shall blog

today had no sch cos its marking day. haha i think its an excuse for teachers to have a holiday. cos i think they finished with all the marking? ...PROMOS =S...argh..im like blocking it, shoving it to a small corner of my brain ( unnoticed but very bothered, haa if brains ever have corners). shoots. dont think abt it. dont think abt it. dont think abt it. don't think abt it.

went out with mum for lunch today. suppose to go chinatown smith's street for dim sum, ahhhh...but the taxi driver so weird!usually to go chinatown frm my hse, theres no need take such a long route, but he actually intended to pass through orchard rd to go there??! so in the end we just drop off at far east. had lunch at crystal jade, yeah =). nice nice. hmm..i've been eating alot. n i really mean alot. aft crystal jade, shopped at far east, thn had kaya toast. everything's so yummy to eat la. yesterday was even worst. came home feeling very very hungry. saw mc-chicken in the fridge and i was like " i wanna eat" plus dinner. so on my table i had rice+potato+veg, a bowl of soup and a burger. while i was eating i popped banana chips too. ERH.so glutton rite.haha but i dont care. yup ok i shall exercise soon....yeah soon.


finally, i've bought my shoes. at first, there werent anyone, but once my mum and i stepped into the shop, all the customers start flowing in. aft we bought shoes, and walked a round,saw tht there werent even a single customer at the shop. the 3 shop assistants were standing at their original positions agn. heh so funny. its always like that. even when we visit gas stations, the same thing happens. ..reminds me of zhao1 cai2 mao1 .

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im counting dwn to my 100th post agn. the few days immediately aft promos have been the best. slacking arnd, watching movies, catching up. felt very nice aft so long a time muggin'. at yx hse we just parked ourselves in front of the dear tv and watched a jap movie er.... forgot the name. and eating pizza+ coke+drumlets ( pizza hut lo), i agree with yx, this is life! so potato couch( haha wadeva i know its couch potato). watched corpse bride and the myth at the theatres too. the myth supposedly to be gd as said frm someone, erm....very weird show la. hmm bought Full House too and watch it till 5AM in the morn!!! so finish it like in 24hrs. aft tht, suffered frm hang-over side effects, suddenly at loss of what to do.

now, i wanna watch PRIDE!!! i abstained myself frm watching the last episode 2day. argh..but came hm late anw so nvm. ice-hockey!! haha do we have in s'pore?

hmm..and now loaded with PW and CCA stuff. been staying late to settle stuff, haha thought i wld be free-er aft promos. i actually dont have a post promos what-to-do-list, haix...but dont have the mood to write.


ok shall jot down some stuff:
1. Read deception point
2. Harry potter ( i stayed away frm it)
3. read/buy deathnote
4. borrow books frm lib
4.watch pride
5.watch da chang jin
6. and whatever i can find
7. watch more movies
8. shopping ( prep for china trip)
9. nice gg out shoes
10. buy a new bag ( haah nt sch bag)
11. stay over, yes haha yx, at my hse soon???
12. class outing??
13. catch up on all subjs...

yup will think of more stuff..

hehe reactivation of blog...................

ok just wanna say hi. will blog more ltr.